My Thoughts

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-07-31T01:14:00

2005-07-31T05:23:17Z

so it's been a very crazy summer!! it's also been a blast! i love all my friends and everyone i see everyday! here's the update. I got a J-O-B! finally!! Mallory Rose and i are leaving to go up north on monday! Kyle and Eric left to go up north today, MJ and i will not be back till saturday or sunday! witch i'm pumped about! I hung out with Kate all day yesterday, we had a lot of fun!!! but we found out TBell isn't really that good for your tummy right after you wake up! I pretty much do the same thing everyday i wake up and go hang out with Kyle and his friends and some times MJ will come play with us! but it's a now and then kinda thing, lol i painted my room, i houes is almost done, we've remodled alomst the hole house. YESSS!!! i think that's about it!!
<333 LC
i miss everyone give me a call or IM me!
Flirtinchik06

update!

2005-06-08T16:07:41Z

haha long time since i've updated so here it go's
* Prom was amazing!!!
* I've been dating Kyle for 3 weeks now! and going strong!!
* Kyle's the best! lol
* done with 4 finals and 2 more to go
* i work way to much!
* i working on my tan! lol who isn't right?
* summer in 1 day! how much fun!
* Kyle comes back in 2 days
* class of '06 is going to rock next year!
* it's like 80 dregees outside right now

that's all the i can think of right now and if you want to know anything else you probly just ask me! lol
~*LC*~

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-05-21T09:01:00

2005-05-21T21:07:11Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-05-09T19:19:00

2005-05-09T23:31:45Z

LIfe's crazy!! all up's and down's, well i'll give you an update!
~ Going to prom with Jordan!!! what a cutie!
~ only a month left of school
~ only 13 days till seniors are done
~ the guy i was kinda seeing and i are done! he's a dick and going with the othr girl and doesn't even talk to me, unless i talk to him first. and i'm very immature
~ i am single
~ i LOVE food! don't ever come between me and food!
~ Kate and Tonya stop calling me Ana!
~ today the dumb lacrosse boys tried hiting me with TONS of ball and Zack's stick! loser
~ Zack came and played tennis with Julia, Carrie, and me today
~ My Great Grandma died on Friday (i'm going to miss her)
~ I got my dress for prom
~ i'm buying a new car, casue i hate the one i have
~ My new best friends are Kate, Mallory, and Tonya
~ i have made new friends with, Alex L, Steve K, Ion, Kyle and i are now BFF
~ Tennis is almost done for like a week
~ i will be 17 in 127 days! hah loser i know!
~ Mr. R said i was really smart! who would have thought! i took an real IQ test today and i'll find out what i got sometime soon.
~ i haven't gone to Mr. Smith's class in over a month! lol muhaaaa!!!!!
well i think's thats a good update!!!
<3 Lee xoxox

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-04-24T21:13:00

2005-04-25T01:17:28Z

Samsmeed103 (9:09:39 PM): haha.....um yea well i liked u but then i was like eh she loves _____ so i was like hmmmmm but i like how we are now
Samsmeed103 (9:10:04 PM): cause it seems like when ppl go out they fight then hate eachother and im not losin u as a friend again
Samsmeed103 (9:10:11 PM): for the 32948 thime lol
flirtinchik06 (9:10:24 PM): haha yeah i know we fight more then enought!! haha
Samsmeed103 (9:10:41 PM): its cause we r both so hott and hard headed lol
flirtinchik06 (9:10:51 PM): but we have been goo so far this year! oh yeah! so true!!!
Samsmeed103 (9:11:12 PM): yea i know its been like 4 months
hah i love SAM!

SAM + LEELEE= FOREVER!!
BFF!

it's like things have all changes, it's like it's always the girls saying there horny! and that giuys are just fine! haha, it sucks! lol
LE

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-04-21T17:10:00

2005-04-21T21:15:19Z

WOW! a lot of stuff is going down right now and i feel bad for every one, Ash i'm sorry about everything, i tried to help but you know no one ever listens to me, even if i am right! lol

Mallory Rose i'm sorry for what's going on, but if you need me to beat him up, i will! (well or atleast try!it might not do to much! lol)

I wish i could slove the problem between me and you, i want to be with you so bad, i want to just tell everyone, but i know i can't.I know you have problems to solve and to think about, but its hard i know i have to wait but how much long will that be? it's already been 4 months.it's just hard, and i can't even think of what you must be going through!

<3333 L

Ps going to my little sisters softball game tonight, yay! i hope she wins!

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-04-21T15:47:00

2005-04-21T20:15:45Z

I don't know why but i'm starting to like the silences! it's nice, it gives me a chances to think, and get things straight in my head, casue most days it's just all over the places.
Maybe it's the fact i'm sleep deprived right now, but who knows, lol Today was fun i guess for being school.

Things I've been thing of today

The one thing i've really had on my mind is trust, how can one person trust you if they can't trust what your saying. it's like if your lying about something and you say trust me, but how can you trust them if there lying about it, it just kinda just contradicts it's self?
Cheating, i know that when drunk you can't help it. but i think that if you have to go out on the side then being the the one person that your with you should even be with that person, and if you've done it once what's there to stop you from doing it again? Even if your with a different person then the first person. What if you got away with it the first time, whats going to stop you from thinking that your going to get a way with it again, and the only people how did find out is the ones that you told because there your close friends.
Sex, if your not ready don't do it! and if your not going to take responabitly for the out come, then how come your putting your self in the place where something might happen? If your a guy and she get pregnant are you willing to be there for her while everything happens to her? and if your a girl are you willing to deal with losing the emotional attachment for when they leave or you break up?
Drugs & Alcohol if you feels its for you then no one else should care, as long as you do it the right ways and at the right time, going to school drunk it's a very dumb and risky thing. going to work drunk or hung over, it's a very dumb move! first if your hung over it's hell so why drink enoght to put your self through that?
Using someone, i hate it, knowing that your nothing to one person, knowing that they are only using you for what your giving up. they never really think about how your feeling, your just there to make an ex mad or to get ass.
Being Cheated on, it hurts like hell when your person who gets hurt in the mitts of it all, you didn't do anything to deserve any of it. When the one person you loved doesn't think that you'll ever find out and you find out from a friend, that they didn't even have the balls to tell you that they messed up, and there sorry, and in fact they never even said sorry for it.If your not happy in a relatonship you should end it, even if you know it will hurt that one person, but really it hurts more to be cheated on then it does to find out your not good enough for them

But these are just my thoughts don't get mad at me for them, they change all the time too, lol

<333 L

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-04-19T17:32:00

2005-04-19T21:33:28Z

1/2 day tomorrow!! yay!!!! i'm sooooo glad!!! i can't wait!! Kate we're going to have fun no matter what we do! cause you and i are the party! haha

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-04-16T19:55:00

2005-04-17T00:00:30Z

I'm Grounded, for nothing, how dumb is that! i'm soo pissed! she's so fucking gay for this!!

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-04-13T21:00:00

2005-04-14T01:01:36Z

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	80%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Empathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|	16%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Food indulgent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%

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whatever all this means! lol well i've been sick with something for 4 days now it's icky! But tomorrow i have tennis with Dan, one on one! i'm so bad! he'll be like get out, just leave now! i can't help you! lol But i love Mallory! ok so the short time that we always talk we laugh all the time and she really the only person that knows me, and well she reads my mind! lol
Kate OMG today i loved it if only we did that everyday i'd first be very broke! and a very fat person (but hey fat + food= happy! right?) lol yeah i'd like be the happiest person like ever! hah
<3 Lee

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-04-10T00:55:00

2005-04-10T04:55:45Z

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!
Created by -ambiguous and taken 47195 times on bzoink!
What is your favorite..
gum	Big red
restaurant	Apple bee
drink	cream soda/ sport drinks
season	fall
type of weather	warm and sunny
emotion	happy/ giddy/ love
thing to do on a half day	go to 7- 11/ sleep
late-night activity	PARTY!
sport	Tennis/ Basketball/ baseball
city	white Lake
store	Hollister
When was the last time you..
cried	Last night
played a sport	2 days ago
laughed	lastnight
hugged someone	Thursday
kissed someone	Thursday
felt depressed	right now
felt elated	idr
felt overworked	like 2 weeks ago
faked sick	last night
lied	today
What was the last..
word you said	you (as in i love you)
thing you ate	Steak
song you listened to	that ride song
thing you drank	some blue stuff from 7- 11
place you went to	Kyles house
movie you saw	Cinderlla story
movie you rented	Closer
concert you attended	931 Jinly cringle thing
Who was the last person you..
hugged	Ben
cried over	i don't want to say
kissed	Ben
danced with	myself if that doesn't count , Michelle (hc)
shared a secret with	Mallory and Kate
had a sleepover with	Kate
called	Kate
went to a movie with	Eric, Mallory, TJ
saw	Eric
were angry with	i don't really get angry, i just leave
couldn't take your eyes off of	ben
obsessed over	no one
Have you ever..
danced in the rain	yes
kissed someone	yes
done drugs	nope
drank alcohol	no comment
slept around	nope
partied 'til the sun came up	yes
had a movie marathon	yes
gone too far on a dare	nope
spun until you were immensely dizzy	yes (mallory dark room)
taken a survey quite like this before	yes
Create a Survey \| Search Surveys \| Go to bzoink!

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-04-10T00:13:00

2005-04-10T04:28:24Z

TEN people I enjoy the company of (in no specific order):
1. Ben
2. Kate
3. Mallory
4. Eric
5. Sam
6. Ashley Cota
7. LSB (barbie)
8. Julia
9. Lizzy
10. Chee

EIGHT things im wearing:
1. Jeans from Hollister
2. a Green (weird green) from Hollister
3. a Brown tank from A&F
4. flip flops
5. a bra
6. a thong
7. livestrong band
8. all my rings that i got in mexico

SEVEN things on my mind:
1. Ben
2. get up tomorrow and what i'm doing
3. Tennis
4. Mallory
5. why i'm doing this, lol
6. how much i hate MEAP
7. how i need to ggo buy a new phone

SIX items I touch everyday:
1. my hair
2. my tooth brush
3. my tummy
4. my phone
5. my keys
6. and most likely some kind of a sports drink bottle

FIVE things I do everyday:
1. put moisturiser on my face
2. get dressed
3. brush my teeth
4. do/ put up my hair
5. drive my car

FOUR things I want to do before I die:
1. travel Europe
2. go Mt. climming
3. Fall in love
4. do all the things i ever have dreamed of

THREE things I think when I wake up:
1. OMG i hate geting up
2. someone should band the use of an alarm clocks
3. what am i going to wear

TWO of my favorite foods:
1. Chicken fingers
2. green apples

ONE person I love more than any other:
1. Mallory she's never doughted me on anything, she's never said anything bad about me, and has always been there for me 100% and i love her for that, and she was even there for me when we weren't even that close of friends, and she put up with me, so that takes a really strong person to do for 3 years now (well almost 3)

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-04-09T20:15:00

2005-04-10T00:17:18Z

tell me if you like the new picture (in the backround) or the old one, i don't know what one i like better yet
<3 Love ya
xoxo

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-04-06T21:49:00

2005-04-07T01:49:54Z

Name; Lisa Camille Sommer
Nickname(s;) Lucy, Leelee,
Age; 16
Hair Color; redish blonde with blonde and brown hilites and lowlites
Natural Hair Color (if different); redish blonde
Eye Color; brown
Height; 5'5
Righty/Lefty; righty
Innie/Outtie; innie
Birthplace; commcers
Sign; Virgo
Glasses/Contacts/"I Can See"; i can see, (but i do have glasses)
Birthmarks; on my hand, my left leg and (i just found this one today) on my left love handle
Song that Describes Your life; depends on what mod i'm in
Relationships (aww); who knows what we are, but i'm kinda in one
Are You In Love; idk,:)
Who Are Your Best Friends; LSB, Kate, Mallory, Eric, Sam, Ben
Do you Intend/Want to Get Married; Hell Yes
If So, Where; any where warm
Do You Want a Family (kids!!!); yes
If So, How Many; i don't have a number
If So, Boy/Girl/Doesn't Matter; doesnt matter
Aspirations (You go-getter you); to be very rich, idk doesn't everyone want that?
What You Wanted to Be When You Were a Kid; a ballerina
What Do You Want to Be Now; Occupational Therapist
Where Do You Want to Live; Cali, NYC, down south, idk
Where Do You Want to Visit; Rome, Germany, England, Africa, Japan
Where Have You Been That You'd Rather Be Right Now; Hawaii/ Cali
What Would You Change About Yourself, Given the Opportunity; my pug! my face, skin,feet, OH and ASS! lol
Favorites...
Place (Near or Far, it doesn't matter); Hawaii/ Cali
Vacation Spot; Hawaii
Shopping Location; LA
Music Genre; anything
Band; DC
Color; yellow/ bright blue
Flower dasiy
Smell; britney spears,cerious, vanilla
Shampoo; brilliant brunette
Ice Cream; Surbert
Website; idk
Car; 2000 Malibu in greyish brown! (hah yeah right!)
Movie; 10 things i hate about you, love and Basketball,Wimbledon, spinderman!
Actor; Heath Legder, Jim Carey, Adam Broody
Actress; Julia Stiles, Audrey Hepburn
Holiday; V- Day
Soda; Cream Soda
Book; preps
Game (Board/Computer/Word/Drinking..It's all good); pac man, or hearts/ speed
Either/Or...
Responsibility/Simplicity/Both(?;) both
Pop/Rock/Rap; all
Work/Play; play
Car/Train/Plane; Plane
Cat/Dog; both
Coke/Pepsi; coke
Color/B&W (photos); b&w
Tomato/Chicken Noodle; chicken noodle
Noon/Midnight; midnight
Hot/Cold; hot
Dawn/Dusk; dusk
Books/Movies; both
Did You or Do You...
Have any Siblings; 2 sisters, Chalsea 21, Krissy 10
Cry Easily; yeah
Think You are Smart; i know a lot of random stuff that i really don't need in school
Act Your Age; i try, but sometimes it's hard
Have Any Tattoos; nope, almost got one
Have Any Piercings; yep 3
Have Any Pets; 1 Cat named Buddy (it's the Devils cat!)
Get Jealous; yes
Ever Like Boy Bands; if you say no it's a lie! hell yes
Believe in God/Allah/Jesus/etc.; yes
Take Criticism Well; yeah, if not i'll hold it in
Have You Ever...
Gotten Drunk Before; ...
Smoked (cigarettes); nope
Done Drugs (Any;) nope
Kissed a Member of the Opposite Sex; yes
Kissed a Member of the Same Sex; nope
Been on an Airplane; yes
Been on First Class on an Airplane; yess
Skinny Dipped; nope
Had Sex; nope

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-03-25T00:01:00

2005-03-25T05:03:25Z

SPRING BREAK!!!

I'LL MISS EVERY ONE WHILE I'M GONE! IF YOU SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS I'LL BE SURE TO SEND YOU A POST CARD! LOL BUT REALLY.. I WILL! BYE

<3 L

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-03-20T20:08:00

2005-03-21T01:10:19Z

Tennis Started today! i'm so glad! something that will make me happy and never hurt me! (well besides good pain!) lol i'm going to stay after and work out after school tomorrow! Thursday i'm geting my hair done! I'm so scared but Jake says it will look good!

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-03-18T20:37:00

2005-03-19T02:07:12Z

what a good day it had it weird moments (mal you know what i'm tlaking about) but all around a good day! lol
but i loved it! Work was fun! paid tomorrow, then tomorrow night with Kate i can't wait! lol
<3

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-03-17T15:07:00

2005-03-17T20:08:01Z

My arm's are killing me! i've been really shacky all day and it's geting to my arms and it hurts! lol i wish it was from working out, but it's not, casue working out pain is a good pain, lol
<3 xoxo

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-03-16T21:38:00

2005-03-17T02:42:21Z

I wish you weren't mad at me, i wish you would believe me. I miss you and how you make me feel, when i'm around you. i wish i could fix it, but i can't. i thought it was ok, but now i know it wasn't i wish you would have told me earlier that there was a problem when i asked you. but whatever you do it's all up to you, you can break me heart and leave, you can say you trust me and really don't, your you can fully trust me and believe me when i say it's you and not him. he and i are friends and nothing more, i don't even like him like that!I'm sorry! i really am.
<3

You know who you are.

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-03-14T21:34:00

2005-03-15T02:39:36Z

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate
You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys
You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities
Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

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Me play who'd think that? lol well things have been better! but who can really bitch, there will always be someone out there who can bet you at that game, right?
<3

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-03-06T22:11:00

2005-03-07T03:24:03Z

(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
( ) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states.
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) skinny-dipped,
( ) skipped school
(x) saw a therapist
(x) played spin the bottle really quite dumb
(x) gotten stitches
(x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
(x) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
(x) had a close friend die
( ) been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
( ) Eaten sushi
( ) Been skiing/snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
( ) fired a gun
( ) purposely hurt yourself
( ) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-03-02T19:11:00

2005-03-03T01:15:31Z

i don't care anymore! who ever you are get a life and stop trying to be a pet to someone else!! GOD your so dumb!! ok the fact about me are;
My name is Lisa Camille Sommer, i am 16 1/2 years old, i live at home with my family. i hate my mom we don't get alone and she gets into my business when she doesn't belong. I love my dad he is the only reason i stay at home. casue if i left i'd feel so bad for him, he'd have to put up with my mother. i got into a car accident about a month ago. i just got a new car, i've already gotten it taken away for 'being a brat'. I hang out with BEN, Eric and Mallory like everyday. and i love them all! Mallory is my BFF!! I play Tennis and love it, i like to play basketball, baseball, and Volleyball for fun! i like to dance and sing in my underwear when no one is home. i have redish brown hair, i have brown eye's. i think i have a lot of friends, but who really knows when there just being nice for something they want. i don't think i'm lazy i'm a very hyper person normally. i hate when your hanging out with guys and there like .... is so hot! i don't know why but it makes me feel like shit. Oh and i hate when people are like nice to you to your face but when you leave, they'll sit there and talk about you and say a lot of shit! (i just found out that one of my cloes friends did that to me)Ok if your going to talk, you can pretty much say that there is a 95% chances that they are going to find out in the next year so just tell it to there face! right? I work at a Hair Salon it's a cool job i love my Boss, he's soo cool! he's like an older brother, since i've known him so long. i think thats all i have to say!
Chee i love you, and i'm sorry your having tuff guy problems, but don't worry things can only go up, right?
LSB your my hottie that i never get to hang out with! you are just to busy for me with a guy right? lol
Ashley HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY!! i ove you and i hope you liked the cupcakes
Julia your to crazy for me!
Ben your a sweet heart and i'll love you forever for putting up with me & Mallory every day
Eric you know you can tell me anything! and we have had our own good times! lol
Matt HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Sam your my sexii sammy and my BFF
kate i love hanging out with you! science is always better when your there
Mallory! i can't believe we have been friends for 3 years and are as close as ever! i love you and i always will, you are my best friend you have always been there for me, when i needed you! you were there for me with Eddie, your there for me when i lost my friends (again this year) i just all around i love you!! lol

(WTF? ok i don't drink, i don't do drugs, i still have my V card and i do what i'm told, i do my homework. WTF did i do! i don't even know! Ok compared to ALOT of my friends i think i'm a good kid!) I

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-02-07T12:38:00

2005-02-07T20:49:11Z

Why do i still love you? why dose it hurt so bad? to see my friends happy, makes me happy but it hurts when they leave me out.

My mom is going to send me away if i don't get help. but the sad part is i don't want to get help. i don't eat when i'm sad, but to tell you the truth i'm never really happy. my heart is broken. i don't know who to trust casue it seems to be take all my friends have moved on with out me. they have all made new frinds and don't have time for me anymore. i wish i could stop being a brat and go back to being happy but i can't. i don't think my heart will be the same the one person i loved doesn't love me anymore. i tried to be perfect for him but it seems i'm not good enough for him. i thought if i could look better he'd want me back, but no, i thought if i acted different, he'd want me back, but no. i don't know what i have to do, to be happy i don't think i'll ever be there anytime soon.

I'm not to sure how much longer i'm going to be here, i'm not sure how many of you really care. i'm sorry for being a pain in your ass, for so long. don't worry i wont be here for too much longer. so you don't have to hear my voice, you wont have to see my face. i'll never let you see my tear ever again.

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-02-05T18:23:00

2005-02-03T23:31:56Z

yeah so i got into my first car accident, i broke my nose and i feel like shit. so i'm not diving for the next 2 years cause i have to pay for everything, my parents airn't helping, and my car isn't driveable so i have to start saving for a new car. yeah i love my life!!! WHY IN HELL DOSE EVERYTHING BAD HAVE TO HAPPEN IN THIS LITTLE BIT OF TIME!!
~ i've been replaced ( i love how that feels)
~ my car is totaled ( i loved every memory in and out of it, Auston half dressed, Eddie getting beaten up casue he's an ass to me (why do i still like him), Julia bumping, shuting the keys in the car while it's running, topping out in my car 105!)
yeah well it's been one of the longest days in my life. i'm going to bed. i can't take it anymore!

If you don't have anything up lifting to say to me, then don't say it. casue i don't want to hear about how your mom hates you and my boyfriends looks at other girls. Ok if you mom hated you she's get ride of you, or well try to, and your boyfirnd at least you have one that cares about you, and who'll give you the time, and how doesn't put you down and say shit to make you feel like shit!!

I don't even know why i'm taking the time to even write in this cause no one really cares!! they have there 'my mom hates me' problems, so i'll just add to act like i really have friends who care about me.

flirtinchik06 @ 2005-01-25T21:00:00

2005-01-24T02:20:10Z

yeah so this weekend has been the best! i loved it!! i hope everything goes well tomorrow!! Ok so this is what has happened, Thursday, Me, Ben, Greg, Julia, Ashley all went out to lunch then went back to my house to play we ended up doing nothing but sit on our asses and do nothing, Greg and i tried to have a snowball fight but i ran inside casue he was killing me! lol then Friday i had to go into work for a little but but it wasn't to bad, then Ben came and picked me up to go tot he Basketball game in which we lost (like always) it was fun tho but we left early and went to Greg's where we sat around talked with a bunch of people (i don't remember who was really there) and all the boys started to fight it was funny. it was a lot of boy and me and Julia. we had fun pimping it. Then Saturday it snowed like crazy so i had to wait till about 2 ish when i call Julia to wake her up and hang out, and then we went up to Mc D's to eat and then to CVS to get stuff, (caosmo, sour patch kids, 2 pairs of sun glasses, and then we went to the gas station to get some drinks then we went back to Julia's and added some stuff to them and danced around and played pool in our sun glasses and took pictures, then Ben came over, then we lefted to get movies and gummy worms, watched Troy (great movie!) me, Julia and Ben all sat on one couch and cuddled! lol i had a great time i must say (hah sorry J!) then Julia and i went back to my place a little after 12 and chill'd for the night and then we got the mikes out and had our fun. today we got up went to Big Boy with Greg went to Julia's family's houes and played on the ice, (I DIDN'T FALL!! AT ALL!!) then Greg had to go the movies so we got rid of him and went to her dad's house and played for a bit but i had to be home by 530 so got home played my my baby girl carley and now i'm getting ready for bed! it was a very eventful weekend!
well there are some pictures too! for the pictures on Saturday look on Julia's LJ.
~*Rupe*~